HAI GAISS ! lama betul biar blog berhabuk meh kita kasi tiup sikit fuhhh fuhhh hahaha kelas kau mariaa ! hahaha setelah dua tahun berhempas pulas untuk SPM , kalini hakak dah lepas dan era tu . bermulalah era masuk highway , tadi tu baru masuk tol je hahah . Ingatkan masa tunggu result keluar ni best hmm rupanyaaa bosan gilaaaaaaa gilaaaaa tahapp gilaaaa ahaha .  tapi bestla sebab lepas tamat spm je, seminggu lepastu dapat travel dgn family 🙈 . Okay ni yang nak cite ni pengalaman hakak kat HONG KONG, CHINA !! Selasa (5/12/2017) 
Kitorang gerak dari rumah ke Melaka Sentral (Stesen Bas) dengan menaiki Grab Car . Disebabkan kitorang berlengah-lengah , jadinya , memang lambat ah kene tunggu grab car . Kitorang pulak duk jauh nun pedalaman , taklah jauh sangat daripada bandar tapi memang jalan ke rumah banyak laluan sampaikan driver grab car memang selalu terlepas jalan hahaha. lepastu tambah lagi dengan dah malam , mane ada driver available . Fyi, bas terakhir yang ada adalah pukul 12 dan flight kitorang awal pagi. Thats why kitorang amik bas malam hehe.  Plus, we need MPV car sebab beg roda kitorang je sorang satu hahaha belum tambah dengan beg kecik lagi hahaha naya betul . So, kitorang decide nak amik kete MPV at first . Tapi tula, non of them yang available. Pastu,kitorang cadanglah nak booked dua kereta biasa tapi masalahnya cuma ada satu kete je available hm.   Awal-awal dah siap dah beg roda sorang sebijik ha kat depan rumah , tapi keretanya tak sampai-sampai . Lama gak menunggu . Akhirnya, sampailah driver kat depan rumah, tupun dia terlajak hahaha . Sebelum dia sampai, my dad called her brother to send us to Melaka Sentral . Nasiblah dia ada :) So, naik dua kereta lah iaitu kereta Myvi dan kereta Wish hehe . Bas bertolak pukul 12 malam and kitorang janji dengan kawan babah pukul 1140 malam . And masatu we felt like our heart jumped into our mouth sebab kitorang bertolak dari rumah pukul 1130malam, fuhh dedauuuu 10 minit je lagi . Alhamdulillah sampai tepat pada masanya tapi terlajak 5 minit apeniii janji melayuuu hahaha.  After the payment, we thanked the driver and my aunt . Kitorang pun terus menuju ke bas kitorang, ade yang tengah masukkan beg roda kat bonet bas, ada yang dah selamat masuk dalam bas haha tapi kitorang ngam ngam sampai haha . Sampai je terus cari budak kecik nama arshad ni . Fyi lagi, kitorang pergi dengan family bff babah - Uncle Bashar and familyy ! memang diorang tu sekepala la dengan kitorang. Diorang ade 2 orang anak . Sorang nama Nadia (sebaya adik aku nombor dua) , sorang lagi arshad (si kecik ni). Senang cite memang sekepala la . Lagipun uncle bashar tu memang dulunya travel agent , so dia memang pakar ba bertravel . Bayangkan tahunni je dia dah pergi 6 kali luar negara fuhh memang kaki jalan betul . Dah tak payah dah cari agent agent ni , sebab dia jenis yg suka explore tempat orang hehe terbaikk. Okay pastu kitorang pun naik bas . Tepat je pukul 12 malam, bas pun bertolak .. LESSON LEARNED !

• BOOKED AWAL AWAL GRAB CAR , JANGAN DAH NAK GERAK BARU NAK BOOKED .
• SEBELUM TRAVEL, BUAT DULU SOLAT HAJAT KAT RUMAH, MOGA PERJALANAN KITA DIPERMUDAHKAN DAN DIBERKATI ALLAH .

okay nanti akak update untuk hari seterusnya okayy . stay tuneddd !

Life . It is not easier like cutting a paper or butter both sides of bread. It is more than that , it is about challenge and choice . The choice we take now will be the way we go through later . We can do everything about the future but we cant do nothing about the past . As the saying goes, ' Let bygones be bygones ' . Chin up ! Forget about the things that make you down . Focus on your dream , your dream sometimes lead to your future . Better future . 
I keep pondering things of what I could do before everything end . I keep asking why everything can turn out this way . WHY ? . Everything that I dream for is not going its way . Everything that I want is just left empty . I'm wasting my time doing useless things while i can use that time to make my dreams come true . It is not easy to change your way and lifestyle because 'old habits die hard' . But this time , I have to find my own motivations to get up and get a life .
My trial had threw me into a stress high level . I felt blue when i got my papers back and the result was just like punching both sides of my cheek . I hit the books, memorizing and studying at the eleventh hour and hoping that I can get highest marks . huh ? I was pretty sad that my result is just so so . 
Let me show you ,  I hope this upcoming three weeks before SPM , I can use the time wisely and get all A's in my SPM ! wish me luck !

Today is Friday ,
Woke up early from bed to go to school . I love Friday because school session will be dismissed early . My school had organised parents' day today . I already told my mom about this day and she told me that she is not sure whether she will be coming or not . For me, I really like if parents will come to meet and talk heart to heart with the teachers about their children's performance in studies .
When my mom said that she is not sure about coming today , I talked nothing but just to understand her situations because I know she is so busy today and my dad is also not here (in Melaka) . 
Today is also the last day to hand in our art's folio . Luckily, I already finished all of my works before the time to hand in while half of my classmates haven't finish yet . I dont really like a last minute works , ya , as we all know , last minute works is one of the reason why people feel stress and pressure . This is because the works that should be done and handed in by that time isn't complete and it will affect us from make a finer works . and yahh after all already done , they're left with feelings that they didn't really produce their best works because they didn’t have the luxury of going over it a couple of times and straightening out the finer details. Oh I don't like those feelings . That's why I try my best to complete it all before the time arrived and even handed in the folios one month earlier . My friends also kind of 
" wow!! why are you done so early ?"  " what? are you serious ?" " I haven't colored all but you already done?" " You are crazy, Erin "
HAHAHAHAHA those are what they said to me . Okay look , I give you an example , 
the first situation ; Amy is a busy girl which is has a lot of commitments to take care of her siblings and to manage her time to study . But why she can complete all of her works before the time ?
the second situation ; Yen is a busy girl which is has a lot of commitments to take care of her siblings and to manage her time to study . But why she can't complete all of her works before the time ?
I gave you the same situations but different question . Why this can happen ? I do think it is all about time management . When a person know what they want and what they should do , they will make sure that all of their efforts are belongs to the works . 
That is one of my thought , I can give more but this entry is not going to discuss just about that but I want to tell you a story about parents' day haha .
Okay lets us continue , I was so shocked when a prefect called my name and asked me to go to the hall because my mom was there . I was like "bangganya aku mama datangg hahahha" then my friends also laughed at me . That time I was helping my friends to color, cut the papers and draw a situations on their paper . I enjoy helping people because when we ease others, then God will ease your life . Whenever I feel lazy to help people then the words will appear in my mind . 
Okay Okay, Im sorry , I talked too much 😂 Continue for the third time, then, I took my bag and went to the hall hurriedly . Before went to the hall , I shouted at my classmates " BYEEE, I LOVEE YOUUU! GOOD LUCKKK . JANGAN STRES STRES , KALAU STRES BAYANGKAN MUKA AKU TAU" I left them with a happy face haha . I saw my mom sat down at the chair and already meet my teachers. Teacher that in charge is my bahasa melayu teacher and my english teacher . When I came to them, they were about to end the conversations . They talked about me , my teacher said that I am a good student and bla bla bla . The result also okay and I just got B for my english , and the rest is A- and A . Better than the monthly exam . Okay nahh

After that, we went back to our home . I asked my mom what she and my teacher had talked about me , and my mom said that the teacher praised me ,
" She knows what she want " " She has her own initiative to find the answers while all of her friends, were not " " I know that she can do it " " She can go wherever she wants for her universities "
and bla bla bla AHAAHAHHA 
okay that's all for todayyyyy , sorry for the late posts , I was really busy (busy with phone ahaha) and is trying my best trial exams , wish me luckk !! Thanks bubyeeee 💗💗😝

I know myself , I'm pretty much confident with myself but I join chinese's singing competition just for fun and I know that I can't win haha .
Okay, HYE EVERYONE ! wasupppp ? 
Last week, I had join a competition which is Chinese's singing competition (me again??) hahah I guess my school friends must be bored with me because all of competitions , my face will apear hahah . 
I had difficultlities when it comes into finding a pure chinese songs . I dont know many of the chinese songs and it's hard for me to find a song with suits my voice. As I walking around the kitchen , suddenly poppp ahaaa I knew what song I should sing. I hurriedly opened the computer and search for that song in youtube yeayy!!
The title of the song that I chose is Wo Qui Qing Ai De by A-Mei . The song really suits me and the melody is just nice !
The afternoon of the singing competition, Ive already memorise the lyrics but not to strong yet and now it's my turn to perform.
My hands started shaking, I couldn't held the microphones with one hand haha, so I used another hand to support the microphones. I felt awkward because that is my first time singing without using any music instruments . When it comes to verse 2 which is complicated lyrics one, I almost forgot the lyrics but luckily , the mistakes that I have done was not too obvious and I can catch up the song back and yeayyyy, I already completed the song !
The winners of each solo and duet session have 3 winners and I won the second placing of solo part hahaha I think it was just my luck for that day ahahah .
Have a nice day !

A busy month , where students including me got examinations plus folios that should be done by the end of month always make most of students stress since our mindset was shouting like ; STRESS STRESS STRESS ! . Yah, we cant do anything because our mind already be setting up like that , and of course we will feel that so . 

In my way of thinking , stress got ups and down , pros and cons . 
Stress is really important to us because it makes us step forward to our dream . If you are not having a stress, it means you are looking something easy and YOU DON'T HAVE A MOTIVATION TO MOVE FURTHER ! 
I always get stress whenever facing a long weeks of exam . But I change the stress into my motivations to improve my skills . I use my stress as my BIG WHY and MY ABILITY !
From the previous post, I already mentioned that I get E for my Mathematics last year which was just only about 40+marks . I did cry and I regretted and I also got kind of stress .
And nah for the return , I got A- (70+ %) for this latest examinations that is my mid-year examinations , I did improved because of my stress ! I spent my whole day doing many of exercises because I believe that practice makes perfect ! I do find my satisfaction because for me it's hard to get A in Mathematics . So nahh ! stress is reallyy workss ! 
In conclusion , stress is not a big matter . The problem is on YOU ! on how you manage your stress and how you make your stress as your big step to success . 
 Thanks for reading !

Just arrived to my house . We went to my Grandmother's house since been a long time not to see her . Take some of my busy time to write this entry ! This one week's holiday not even meant to me cause it's not a holiday time as I can't sleep all day long or even can't have my own time to blog ! Really tiring weeks !  While everybody get their holiday with their family , we just had a holiday at school under the sun for marching ! That's really best (bad) ! We also went to fire station to practice our marching there !

Okay this story is end now ------- Do you remember at the previous post , Ive tell you that I joined the recite poem competition ? yeahh that is ! I am the winner 😝

another present is for essay competition and Ive won the prize :))

Another story I want to share to you is Majlis Akur Janji SPM where there we need to promise to school and parents what's out target on SPM's result . As there will be having a simple ceremony , most of student's parents came and my dad also came , I thought he wont be there , but surprisingly , he came ! This ceremony also got slot where the top 5 student of Form 5 will be selected as school's target to get straight A .  and............ If you can see my name , my name is at number 4 . My dad was proud of me ! I will not make you disappointed of me . I promise <3

Hye ! back with me again hehe .  This weeks is really touching and actually I had burned my face , what i mean is my face just like a tone of charcoal now as I involved myself in marching . I don't use any sunblock to block the sun from direct towards my face hahaha . The purpose of marching is to present our last performance to our beloved principal , Madam Chin Siok Hoon that got to her retirement's day .

HEY !!!! Its such a long long long busy month where I have to do a lots of thing ! fuhhh Im MENTALLY PHYSICALLY TIRED!! But this week was a really productive week for me + really an accomplishment's goal !  Sunday, 5th February 2017 : woke up early in the morning to get some fresh air ! yeay , manage my time to Taman Botanikal Ayer Keroh where there people used to jog,cycle and many more . But I was there for jog because I want to win the cross-country competition on next Wednesday ! and I need more exercises to maintain my stamina . I started with 2 round with many stop because i had to bring my sister to accompany me and i also bring out my small bag and it actually hard to carry when i want to jog hahaha. So , for the third round after a little bit talk with my sister , she agreed to help to carry the bag and I jog . yeahhh! finallyy , I jog with no worries and even had a non-stop jog yeayy !

Fever is not an obstacle to win ! If you really can dream it , that's mean you really can do it !

Find me in this photo , I'm the red team :p

 A good started when Ive got myself at the first row !

"Get set... GO!" fuhh everyone with their energy left me at first but I just maintaning my stamina (not too fast,and not too slow) . At first , I was quiet afraid when there's a lot of peoples in front of me and  I was afraid that they will leave me behind alone . But my bestfriend , Zatul accompany me at first and after that I left her HAHA (hye,zatulek hahah) . After like 5 minutes , I saw them that actually in front of me , lost of their energy . I just catch up my breath slowly and non-stop jog . Finally , I handle myself into the top 5 runner (ceh) .
I was in non-stop jog , and it's really tiring . Somehow I felt like want to surrender . But I just said to myself ,

'You will win this ! dont stop ! If you are going to stop , it's hard to catch up them back because once you stop , you will lost everything ! '

 Behold in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find satisfaction [13:28]

 After a long of rest and already can catch up my breath back , I try to stand to go to the hall where the prize will be given there . Luckily , my friends are there to help me to walk , Thank you , I owe you one !

was crying , cause I know that this is all from  Allah's help .

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal :)))

This trophy will remind me of those spirit that built me up !

What I learned this week is , IF YOU HAVE A DREAM , YOU MUST STRIVE FOR IT ! JUST DO WHATEVER THAT YOU WANT . Don't GIVE UP ! JUST DO IT !

Aku lumpuh

Its been a while since the last update , that is one week ago .
This weeks probably is my first weeks in school . So, I was enjoyed on my first day as senior year in school cause we met up with our friends after 5 weeks of holidays . First day in school and its no holiday more . Some people thinks that first day should be no study-sessions but no in our school , I guess others school also same just like us . First day also caught me to be the monitor of class , I was be like "Its okay" Honestly , its a privilege to do so .
On the first day also , we have to make an English essay , but not on our own . Its mean by our Teacher , we copy exactly what from her mouth (idk how to explain . Pardon on my bad English 💩) . So , when we already have done , so we need to pass up the paper .
The third day of school was really a bad day actually HAHA . First , we were be given back our essay paper and that day , i think teacher was in her bad mood day . So , she have punished us to do a correction of spelling and so on . So , I also caught in the trouble , that is making correction of 'FURTHERMORE' for ONE THOUSAND TIMES GAIS !! 1000 ! cause I spell it wrongly with 'FUTHERMORE' there is a slightly mistakes only , and I have to make the correction for thousand times ! But Its okay , i just think positive :)) But somehow when I make the corrections at class , I feel like wanted to CRY aiyoo !
Then , my friend , Sabrina comes toward me , she asks whether Im okay or not !  Goshhh ! surely not ! It will be ruined my day , I have to study a lots of thing that night ! ARGHH ! But I just replied , "Sure , Im okay . Its a good thing , right ? why not ? hahaha" hiding my sadness inside . 
With this disasters keeping me preoccupied , I forgot to bring home my textbooks , I have just received my Form 5 ' s textbooks and I just remember that I forgot it when I arrived home 😖 How could I be so so careless ! But , after a lots of prayer , then i just remember that I have my teacher's number , so I straightly give her a whatsapp and she ended up by keeping up my textbooks . Thank you,Teacher 💗
Then , I finished my corrections on that afternoon while watching Youtube hehe . 

Three full of pages gais ! 😥

Sometimes , the mistakes that we have made actually is the key of learning and improvements . So , take time alone and learn from your mistakes . Make your mistakes as the biggest step to the success .

Hey Assalamualaikum,

Yesterday was the new year. While everyone is celebrating the coming years in the town , I enjoy my night watching Premiere at my home.

Yesterday also a great day. I went to MITC because Popular are having a book fair . First entered there was really amazing, books were arranged in the shelves and also at the tables. Peoples are searching for their books and the salesperson busy managing the books. My ex primary school's friends are also there for works. After 4 years never met, they seem grew so well and so tall and leave me behind 😭 it wasn't an improvement 😭 but its okay as long as i look cute then its alright 😂👌

Actually we went there for surveying their stage cause my youngest sister will be having her story-telling competition there on 2nd of January. I cant believe that she is going to follow my footsteps, that is standing in front of peoples just for telling stories or feelings. I was really enjoy if i was at the stage because i love challenging myself and i love attention. When others is just sitting to hear, then i will be the reasons why they are sitting.

Next topic will be my 2017's wish list.
This years gonna be my big big years cause i will be sitting my SPM . It will be tough and i should be more tougher. I hope that i can get straight A+ in my SPM cause i believe nothing is impossible. Yeahh if You can dream it, then you can do it! I hope i can beat myself because exam is not just based on your capable on how memories well but it is a mindset and its all about the mental's games. I do hope that i can travel from mistakes and travel to my dreams. Next, i want to make my parents proud of me on my improvements and accomplishment, thats all i need. I just want to make them happy for having me.

2016 have been a really good years with tears and joys. Having a new friends and also new surroundings make me feel that if you want to achieve success, you must learn the meaning of Hijrah 👌 . Thank you 2016 for all of the memories that we created together.

Welcome 2017 , i will make sure youre full of improvements and excitements. Full of dreams that i must strive it!